the more situations reveal themselves to me, the more and more my eyes open up. i can’t believe my freshman year of college is on it’s last full month. things go beyond “omg i’ve changed so much,” it’s like i see my entire reality in a different light.
i’ve been feeling so relaxed, and lucid, and happy. things that used to bother me, people that used to get under my skin, things that i thought mattered so much haven’t been on my mind at all.
i’ve been realizing more and more what i want out of life. it’s a lot, but i’m capable. the only thing on my mind is what i’m going to do to get there.
i’m glad i had my excessive amounts of time to bullshit in highschool. now, i’m actually a little too ready to cut the bullshit and grind until i’ve decided i’ve “made it”. and even then, there will still be so much more.