May 2011
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“God is around me, God lives through me, God is in me, I am God.”
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I’m completely done with high-school. Nobody in James Hubert Blake High School with ever be responsible for educating me ever again. I will never be a part of MCPS ever again. I have completed 14 years of schooling in Montgomery County. I am done with grade school.
From now on, I can do absolutely anything. I can drop out of college, start a career, get married, move out and live by myself,...
"I have a low self-esteem, but I try not to make...
I saw this post getting reblogged around tumblr, and as cliche and “insecure, camera whore girl” it seems, I completely agree with it. Sometimes it blows me how self-conscious I am.
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There's too much quality shit
I really wish it wasn’t so hard to appreciate shit once you’ve had it for a long time. I always try really hard to remove myself from every situation and genuinely appreciate it for what it is. Maybe that’s just me and my over-analytical mind, but it makes me so much more happy - and a lot of the time so much more miserable, but otherwise it’s so easy for me to forget...
Somebody just tell my momma I love 'er
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So the world's ending today
Maybe this will be the last thing I’m ever saying to the world. Maybe I’ll be reflecting on this years from now and laugh. I have absolutely no idea, though.
With that being said, I had one of the best days of my life yesterday. Had an amazingly chill day at work with probably my favorite co-workers - including 2 of my friends I got hired Imani and Noah. Somala met me at my store at...
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Watch:’(
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“Sometimes I need to remind myself that thinking so much isn’t necessary or...”
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I only exist in extremes
I’m too happy or I’m miserable. I’m optimistic or pessimistic. I’m basking in the promising future of tomorrow or I’m dreading every moment because I want to kill myself. Half the time I can’t tell if I’m dramatic, experiencing the unfortunate repercussions of adolescence, or fucking bi-polar.
I hate people and love them at the same time and mean it all...
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I only exist in extremes
I’m genuine and disingenuous all at the same time
I don’t like when people deliberately look at me
I’m anxious so often I forget what it feels like to be relaxed
I like making people happy
I live in the moment and waste my moments reflecting all at once
When I decide something, it’s been decided
I appreciate the fuck out of life
I spend a...
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Nice guys finish last
disaster-ology:
Cliche? Yes. But it’s so fucking true. You want something bad, go out run over everyone in your way and take that shit. They’d do it to you if they had the balls. Nothing’s gonna wait for you. The world is impartial to everyone and if you’re looking for “breaks” then you’ll be S-O-Fucking-L.
Couldn’t agree more.
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Tonight is the night of my senior prom.
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I never thought I would ever
Actually be in the 12th grade
Have a job
Grow apart from family members
Never see most of the people in my life right now ever again
See my cousins and uncles get married
Not live at home anymore
Be a big brother
Know how to cook
Go on dates
Go to my senior prom
Graduate
I just remember being in the 1st grade and seeing HUMONGOUS 5th graders. I could never imagine myself ever being...
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“I’m free. I just do what I want, say what I want, say how I feel, and I...”
– Erykah Badu
But actually, though
More and more recently, I’ve been having this weird feeling. It’s like the kind of feeling you have when you wake up from a dream and you have to remind yourself everything you just “experienced” wasn’t actually real. That… Combined with the feeling of deja vu, combined with the feeling you have when something extremely surreal happens.
I can’t explain...
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Thangz is a rollin'
Currently in my last full week of school
Prom is this Friday and Northwood’s prom’s next week
Got an interview with Urban next Tuesday
Beach week’s in less than a month
Graduating June 14th
Potentially getting Odd Future a private shopping spree at my American Apparel
About to be straight CHILLIN all summer
GOING TO FUCKING NEW YORK IN 3 MONTHS
Shit these days are...
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I haven't blogged from school in so long
I’m sitting in journalism stirring in my seat partially because no one’s here, and partially because I hate school with all my heart. All my friends that I normally hang out with are busy taking their AP Literature exams, while I’m left here clicking between Tumblr and Twitter to pass the hour and a half long period I have left to endure.
I thought my half-day schedule would...
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The reason why I need to invest in a trenchcoat... →
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Last weekend - My future
Was amazing. Friday I went on a very successful double-date in downtown Silver Spring with a pair of my friends - which led into the random Beau Pineda post I made a couple of days ago. Saturday I worked and went out to dinner with my old co-workers for her birthday and then went to Ibiza for my other friends birthday. I saw Travis Porter and my friend of 7 years’s mom drunk out of her mind...
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