April 2011
Apr 30th
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For some reason I think it’s okay to go weeks and weeks operating on 4-5 hrs of sleep every night. And for some reason I think it’s okay to eat only fast-food for days, and not drink any water. And to go an entire week and only be sober 2 of the days. I’m alive, but I forget that my body can actually feel healthy.
Apr 30th
Apr 30th
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Apr 30th
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Apr 30th
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Beau Pineda
I bumped into this guy tonight that spotted me earlier in the day. He smoked me up, with his friend, and we had one of the most amazing conversations I’ve ever had in my life. He brought mind-blowing promise to my up-coming year of meeting new people. He went to my school when I was a freshman and he was a senior. Somehow he said he remembered me, mostly through a friend - Zoe Ligon. After...
Apr 30th
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Apr 24th
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imposition asked: so basically all the text posts you publish are really beautifully written and thoughtful and nice. just thought i'd let you know i appreciate them even though i don't know you all that well. hope alls well
Apr 23rd
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Apr 23rd
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Apr 23rd
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Apr 23rd
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So I had a talk with my American Apparel district...
I had to go in to cover a shift for one of my friends, Imani, and my district manager along with my store’s assistant manager were there to talk to me. So first they talked about how I’ve been requesting off a bunch of time - which is basically because it’s the end of the year, and senior banquet and prom and all that good stuff is coming up. And then they talked about me...
Apr 23rd
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Apr 21st
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Living in NY in T-Minus 5 months
And I don’t think I seriously understand what that actually is going to mean. In less than a half a year from now, my new home will be New York City. Living full-time at home, in Silver Spring, MD will be something of the past. And my future in NY will be all that’s left. I hate to sound like a wannabe New Yorker hipster, but that’s fucking exciting. I’ll get to get up and...
Apr 21st
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Apr 18th
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Prescribed Nonsense: Stop your fucking crying. →
disaster-ology: I swear crying is such a selfish reaction to shit. Have you ever just thought to yourself: Why the fuck am I crying? .. Who the fuck am I crying for?. Honestly, you probably haven’t. Because if you did, you would NOT be crying as much as you do now. That’s why I don’t cry; crying is just a way that people appease their sadness.  If not for these reasons then it’s usually to show...
Apr 18th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Hipsterism
I feel like I finally put my finger on what it means to be a hipster. Being a hipster means… Trying to pretend as if all your interests and things you talk about are something you know tons and tons about, even though you probably just found out about it recently - while creating the façade of being extremely lax about things in an almost conceited and domineering way - while bashing...
Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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I can’t decide whether I like trying really hard and reaping the benefits, or slacking off and having a good time. When I think about it, I’m equally happy doing either or. Except there’s a bit less stress when I’m on top of chores and school work. Slacking off is just so fucking easy, though. Like I just cleaned my room for the first time in months, and it feels great....
Apr 14th
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Apr 14th
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Apr 11th
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Apr 10th
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Apr 10th
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Fedz tryna got us
Yesterday after hassling with my friends for hours, I found my way out of the house (phoneless), on the bus to downtown Silver Spring. Of course I decide to not take my umbrella - and of course Mother Nature decides to start raining. So in effort to stay dry - which turned into an even more of an epic fail - I took some alternative route to get to my friend Yoel’s...
Apr 10th
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Does looking in people's eyes freak anyone else...
Apr 8th
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Apr 8th
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Introspection
So I’ve spent the last few days phoneless, and I think they’ve done some good. I’ve spent a lot of time genuinely alone. Half the time I’m home I’m on the phone and the other time I’m on Facebook. Commuting to work and home without someone to text or talk to is strangely something I haven’t really done much of. Spending hours on end without someone to...
Apr 8th
Apr 6th
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Apr 5th
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“Sometimes I think I’m some teenager with all the answers. And sometimes I...”
Apr 5th
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Apr 5th
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Apr 5th
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Most of the time my world encompasses what I perceive people think of me. Most of my thoughts circle around what people think about me in context to situations and in context of the people around them. And through doing this all the time, I always forget I never tell people shit. Like I genuinely tell no one about anything. And I realize that I don’t care about anyone. Like an abnormally...
Apr 5th
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Apr 4th
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Apr 4th
So I like discovering stuff
And in some grand, supremely extravagant kind of way I feel like this plays into how I go about and seek fulfillment from relationships. I loving getting to know people, I hate knowing people. I like the idea of people, I hate the reality of people. I like people feeling familiar with me, I hate people being familiar with me. I was saying to Yoel the other day (and I really couldn’t...
Apr 4th
Apr 4th
Apr 4th
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There are so many pretty things in this world,
and I try really hard to appreciate them. But unfortunately I never fully will. There’s honestly just too much of it.
Apr 1st