December 2010
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Dec 31st
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Hey, look!
My last text post of 2010
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
Dec 30th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
Dec 29th
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WatchWatch
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
I need to update my lookbook →
Dec 27th
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2010 Memories:
Getting a call back from AA: I remember pacing back and forth through my apartment hallway… Palms sweating hard as shit. I honestly can’t remember the last time I had been so excited and anxious for something Eating pesto: Enough said. I ate so much fucking pesto. At least 200 dollars worth. At least. When I showed up to work 2 hrs late: Hungover as shit. So fucking out of it. I...
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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Sunday, December 26, 2010
Woke up today at fucking 7:00 (not okay) to fill in for some missing in action asshole at Montgomery Mall. Met this pretty interesting guy who works there who’s name I keep forgetting. He kept talking about his wildly cultural experiences and interests every moment he could bring it up. Besides the fact that I felt like he was showing off, he seemed pretty chill. Pretty chill for someone...
Dec 27th
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Dec 24th
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Christmas Eve, y'all
I’m so happy this year. And I’m so damn excited. And, for once, not because of what I’ve gotten or plan on receiving, but because of everything I’m sharing. I’ve been fucking overflown with happiness. I’ve always wanted to get stuff for my friends and family for Christmas, but this is the first year I could actually do it. I always have so much saved up money,...
Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 21st
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Dec 20th
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Nihilism (because I don't have a better title)
Well, I have something I generally want to touch basis with that I never devote much attention to. It might not make much sense, but I situate my thoughts by writing them all down. So I was talking to someone, I think it was Mady, about how I’ve been or whatever. And I said, “floating”. I always forget everything. And it’s because I feel like I’m slipping in and out...
Dec 20th
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“Everything is nothing, including the consciousness of nothing.”
– E.M. Cioran
Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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Dec 18th
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It sucks when you hit a spot when everything is out of your hands. Like I’m sitting here, anxious and aggravated as shit at the fact that my admissions/denial letter hasn’t arrived yet. And it’s going on 3 days of being late. And it sucks. Here I am sitting here, and I could be waiting for a denial letter. And there’s nothing I can do about it. There’s nothing I can...
Dec 18th
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Dec 17th
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Dec 16th
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Dec 16th
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I really don’t want this to turn into a daily waiting game
Dec 15th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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I swear I’m not a generally sad person. Or maybe I just don’t know. Because my tumblr makes me seem so fucking depressed.
Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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I'm in limbo
In more ways than one. College acceptance letter comes in the next 3 days. I don’t know how I feel about anything. I’m stuck somewhere between hating half the people I know and loving them. I’m somewhere between saying fuck it all and putting forth all my effort. I’m somewhere between relaxation and a complete mental breakdown. I’m somewhere between being really...
Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 12th
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Dec 10th
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Dec 10th
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1, 111th Post
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Dec 10th
Anonymous asked: Lyk, hau ded u git zo flyington?? Zangg zaddyyy!
Dec 10th
Anonymous asked: have you ever felt like the super mad, vindictive scoldings of the general public that you issue on your tumblr all the time are actually the opposite of 'getting over yourself,' which youre always advocating. if you were over yourself you wouldnt have all that disdain for other people, right?
Dec 9th
Ask me anything →
Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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Satisfaction, or lack there of →
cerebralthinking: I love (having) things, or at least the idea of (having) them. Everythingseems good from afar, but when it’s finally in my grasp, it loses it’s luster. This basically applies to everything I want/get; money, clothes, girls, parties, The High, etc. I’ve just come to the conclusion that I don’t actually want anything, I just want to know that I could have it, if I wanted...
Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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Hello,
to anyone who finds them self here. Step out of yourself for a little while, please. Any and everything that’s probably happening in the exponentially small world you’re living in does not and will not matter. It’s a sliver in time, and a couple of moments in your foreseeably long life. Remind yourself of this in effort to get the fuck over yourself. Don’t pity yourself,...
Dec 9th
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I swear all I do is
Work Dread school Try to get fucked up every weekend
Dec 7th
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Dec 7th
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